Why so difficult...

Hmmm.... today i have mock interview in my class... I was study it for 2 week... but i am still not confident to do the interview....

I cannot speak in English in front of my lecturer... what to do... im very upset...

When i have to speak everything will gone... all lost... empty... i have nothing to talk....

even i already rote and practice but after that i forgot it...like i never do practice before... what happened..

I just can write and speak English in my heart... but cannot in front others... What my problem... why i always like that.... what to do... help me..

interview oh interview.......

Today i have interview with government..... i so nervous... then many question i cannot answer.. huhu.... so sad.... punah sudah harapan.... soalan banyak yang pusing2 ahirnya jadi confused... huhhuuu... susahnya interview...... macamna nak dapat ker bagus macam ni.
Kalau sesiapa ada tip bagi2 lah sikit....

Tomorrow

huhuuuu..... killer subject...
what to do....
i don't know how to answer....
what the question???????

I,m sooooooo worried ........

radio era bersama produa

dapat hadiah..... dari produa... n posing dlu kat keta era....

posing ngan nana...

pentas concert malm nanti

ramai orang...

tengah ker udara di radio era ni...

Rawatan urut n bekam

Ujung minggu ni aku n family gi umah kak aku kat JB, pas kitaorg sampai my mom sakit lutut n my dad sakit pinggang ke kaki, n sakit nih memang dah lama... pastu kitaorg gi lah kat satu umah urut nie sb dia kawan kak aku. Orang ni pakar urut n bekam lah..kalau patah2 pun dia boleh betulkan. InsyaAllah...

Ni salah satu dari rawatan dia nak hilangkan sakit lutut.. korang tgk ar..sakit nih...
tapi kalau nak sihat kenalah cuba..



Ni kesan nya....












yang timbul2 tu lah sakitnya....

yang ni plak sebelum n selepas....













alhamdulilah now my mom n dad cakap ok sikit...
nak hilang kesan tuh berminggu lah juga...hehe...

FINAL!!!!!

HUHUHU......
EXAM!!!!
Risaunya...
sem ni macam tak boleh nak score jer... semua subject business...
lemahnya rasa nak ambil exam ni...
pe nak buat... study..study..n study...
harap sangat semangat tak lemah exam nanti...
:-(

Tiada ucapan terima kasih... hanya umpatan yang diterima...

Kisah ni bermula bila aku dapat satu project in groups..So kitaorg divide lah kerja... senang kit bru cepat siap...

Semua org wat part masing2... tapi.... ada sorang ahli ni, 'dia' wat part orang lain sekali... takpelah sb dia rajin... bgus ar tu... tapi bahagian dia banyak yang tak siap.... hmmm

bila aku semak ada kesilapan... bukan part dia jer org lain pun ada gak... so aku betulkan lah sikit... spelling, salah soalan, taip berulang2, n semua lah....

tapi sebelum aku edit aku dah cakap pe yang aku tukar kat semua.... semua ok je tapi "dia" marah, walaupun tak secara terus (mengumpat).

so aku teruskanlah edit2, sampai 2,3 hari gak lah tak tido malam nak siapkan report tue... aku kena photostat, gi library.... n macam2 lah...bila dah siap akupun print lah....

bila dah print dia cakap yang report tak ikut format, aku risau lah jugak... pe yang salah so aku tanya dia... dia cakap lecturer ni ada format2 yg kena ikut. waktu tu tingal lagi 1 hari nak submit... nape dia tak cakap awal2,tapi... bila aku tanya kat student lain diaorang cakap lecturer ni tak kisah pun semua tu...

sakit hati tak...... geramnya rasa...... dahla habis duit, tenaga lagi... takkan nak edit semula sbkan dia je...

time presentation pun dia complain, sb markah kitaorg sikit dia perli2 yang slide sikit,tak da gambar, paper cuting sikit, present tak betul macam2 lah...

bila dah nak hantar report baru dia nak tgk...siap paksa2 lagi suruh aku bawa haritu juga…

aku sabar lagi dgn dia time tu... sb aku malas nak layan sgt panas hati aku ni....ada gak lah gaduh sikit2 tapi dah settle n aku pun dah minta maaf....

Now report n slide dah hantar.... and kitaorg dapat full mark untuk report tu... hehe.. best kan... rasa berbaloi je... dia pun senyum lah dapat full mark....

aku ingat dia puas hati... tapi tadi aku dapat cita yang dia kutuk2 report tu, aku tak tau pe masalah dia, sakit kat mana tah....

skrg ni aku ada satu lagi report baru yang nak kena wat dalam group yang sama.... aku dah hilang mood dgn semua ni... aku dah serik....

pe yang perlu aku buat?????? Please.... help me.... :'-(

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gym in P1 W1max best kan...
soccer pun ada
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WOOD CAMP

.....wood camp.....

wow...wow...wow.... I'm so happy.... what a great camp....

thanks to all my friends and mr.mus...

you all so sporting and nice...

I love my memory there..

for the first time in my life i have to acting...

hehehe...

tak sangka betul kena jadi mice ( si tikus)

apapun thanks to all my groups member.. sporting habis walaupun malu2.. Iris as a snack, hari as tarzan, kak rubi as a chicken, and ayie as wild cat....

puas kitaorg fikir nak berlakon apa...

akhirnya wat cerita sal Tarzan...

that night so so so funny...

all groups presentation best2...

singing and acting...

and another thing yang i tak penah buat is conteng muka dgn black ink...

malu sangat...

but that is best part when see all my friends face.. so funny...

Good idea who plans that game..

semua di sana memang seronok...

tapi sakit2 badan dah semestinya habuan yg di bawa pulang...

all my body sakit2 and lebam2...

terlampau seronok sgt main air sampai lupa diri...

satu lagi yang menyakitkan time main bola use google..

time tu i tak pakai kasut so pe lagi selalu kena pijak kaki je..

luka2 gak la kaki ni...

tapi ..... i'm still happy....

semuanya kenangan indah..

walaupun sakit but memang seronok and kelakar bila tgk semua tak dapat sepak bola...

sepak2 angin je...

hehehe...

to all yang ada ambil photo or video upload la... k..

thank to my group members.... group 1

to all lecturer... and commitee....

You all the best............

Thank give me lovely memory....

Tragedy

I go for interview one company at Ampang about our project for subject project management with my group members ahmad, memeng, kak ruby and bev…
before we went to the place its raining. So everyone bought their own umbrella...
we arrived there a bit early, so we decide to eat at McD “akhirnya dapat gak aku makan Mc Flurry.. hmmm sedappppp...”
pas arrive at the company, kitaorg pun bincang la bla bla bla...
so everyone happy lah sebab dah settle interview tu…

BUT…..

bila kitaorg nak balik dari company tu ujan lebat… sgt2...
huhu.... air jalan dah naik… cam banjir gak r…
teksi plak tak susah nak dapat..
so we have to walk to get the nearest taxi stand… at that time, semua keta laju2 ye la nak cepat sampai kan...
tiba2...

bushhhhh.... korang tau bunyik apa tu...

kita org kena sembur ngan air jalan... sakitnya hati..
dahla kena ujan.. kena plak sembur ngan air jalan... habis basah...
time tu juga aku ngan meng nyaris nak kena langar
sb nak lari dari lopak air kat atas jalan tu, kitaorg jalan tengah2 jalan..
salah kitaorg lah tu.. kan

Tapi…. Kereta2 tu pun kenalah kesian kit pada org yang berjalan ni…kan.. Apa pendapat korang ??????

hungry....

i'm really hungry...

can't go out because it's raining...
then, when rain stop, time already late to go out,
then i go to memeng's room and said...

"meng...org lapar arr...huhu... call mcD please"
then she make a call to mcD... truuut...truuut...

"thank you for calling McDonalds Delivery Services... bla bla bla"
until finish the advertisement,the operator pick up phone...
"heloo can i get your name and address please to check the nearest store... and bla bla bla..."


then i am waiting for about 15minutes (with full of hope) but!!!! the operator break my heart...huhu...
"i'm sorry miss, now is raining at your area (he's lying because the rain is already stop),so we can't delivery your order,TQ.... tuuuuuuuuuuuut..."

uwaaaa.... i'm hungry... =(
after that, we do called PizzaHut, but no response because the time is over for delivery...
uhukkkk..... hungryy... hungry...and hungryyyy..... =(

after 1 hour....

without hopeless, i try again...
but the result is the same....
the operator said, "the nearest store at Gombak have a problem right now... try again 2 hour later and really sorry for the inconvenience, TQ and bye bye..."

tiiiiiiiiit.......(end call)

then, i felt like to eat memeng... huhu... sorry meng... i really hungry... i know you have same feeling with me... huhu....

we are HUNGRY.... hungry....

still hungry....

from i start wrote to this blog until now i still hungry....
huhu....
-THE END-
opss... i still hungry.... what can i do now.... go to sleep...
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